No need to argue

If words would come so easily, I would be better now. There's some distressed feeling in my soul, I guess the kind of feeling that is caused for disconnection, emptiness, extreme silence.

There's another feeling I'm kinda trying to explain here, the stress that comes when I'm trying to connect again. Deep in my heart, I don't want to be broken again, I don't want to listen to more silence. I do need the connection, I do need the VERY presence of the Lord in my life, not just a mere sight from the distance, not just a mere weeping when I praise, I really need His coming.

So, that's all. Bye for now.